I am NOT okay...you understand me? 
This is going to get really fucking nasty...just warning you all. 
What in sam hell is fucking wrong with me? I mean SHIT. I have done nothing today but fail to make a beautiful woman smile (oh doesn't seem like a big deal does it, eat shit asshole...it is to me). I have made a complete fool out of myself at work. I have pissed off my mother with a comment made about her family. I have pissed off my brother for not calling him this weekend. I have pissed off friends, GOD FUCKING DAMNIT WHAT IS MY PROBLEM!?!?!? 
So this seems like a small deal to you all, maybe, yes? Well, I will tell you this, for the past 3 months I've been getting gradually happier and happier. If you knew where I was coming from 3 months before this point...my life was a living hell of depression and no hope. Then my life turned around and it got nothing short of incredible. Finally hoooked back up with a VERY good friend of mine, met some awesome people, and met the greatest woman in history. 
But for some reason, from time to time I don't know how to keep my god damn mouth fucking shut. I always mean well in my head but sometimes it's like my mouth has a mind of its own making me sound like a fucking moron. Hell no, I don't say stupid shit to people to hurt them or make them feel bad, are you kidding me? I am NOT that type of person. I love everyone more than you'd think right now (seeing as I'm pissed the fuck off). 
I am NOT pissed off at ANYONE, BUT MYSELF. I really need to work on this, calm down, think harder, and not say things that make people get hurt, feel bad, mad, pissed off, or make me look like a fucking fool 
Thank you, I'm not okay, I promise...FUCK!!!!!!!!