Keep It Comin' 
My oh my, is life not one of the most fun experiences!? So many different situations, people, words, lives, emotions, kinds of ice cream, events, losses, gains, gushers, and damn...I love it all. 
If there was anyone that is having quite the rollercoaster (which would be a fun one, FYI) ride as their life...IT IS ME. 
I am not, by any means, complaining what so ever. This is fun. Now, is it all fun? Of course not, there have been moments where life was not so fun, but let me speak more recently...like, this year...yes, all 27 days of it. 
I have quite possibly felt EVERY SINGLE POSSIBLE emotion that the human mind, heart, and body can feel. Happy, sad, devastated, perfect, giddy, frustrated, complacent, angry, tired, hyper, wacked out, bored, hurt, confused, etc, etc, etc...trust me the list keeps going. Now is this to say that I am unstable? NO NO, not at all. I have just been living a life with a HUGE risk involved, but because of her...it is worth the risk. 
I will NOT go on in life wondering what could have been. I will NOT. I am not giving up on us, I am not giving up no matter how hard it gets either not seeing her or having to deal with everything thing else (not all bad, by the way). 
Sorry, I kinda got side tracked there. Onward we go. 
I must say though, honestly I truly am enjoying the way my life is going right now. There is NEVER a dull day. I have the ability (for once) to make my day however I choose to make it. Granted there's not much I can do about how much work sucks more than anything I've ever known...well, maybe with an exception of Jenna Jameson (gross). I really have to thank my best friends Jeff, Alan, and Sean for the exciting moments I've had. Now I can also thank Super D as well, FOR SURE WITHOUT A DOUBT, and hell, I would even go so far as to say her friends too. Even though I was only around them for about an hour or a bit more. I love her friends, they seem to be really awesome people for sure! 
I am rather sure I will see her friends again, I am also hoping they at least will give me a chance =) I am a nice guy...and I am also a weird one...when I want to be. Hmm...7 Days 15 Hours 27 Minutes...but hey, who is counting? 
Anyways, I mean I really cannot say enough about all the events I have gone through. It has been such an experience, I just cannot believe the people I have met (Super D, Adam, Shapiro, Panitz[sorry, I'm guessing on the spelling there], Beth, Lindsay, Liz, Jay, Dave, Shane, Chris, Josh, Jarrod, the twins, etc)...there are so many new people I've met since I moved out, and even met this year. It is incredible and nothing short of FRIGGIN' SWEET!! (as Napoleon Dynamite would say) 
Never before has music been such an integral part of my life. Now a days, nearly every song I listen to I can actually understand the words and not pay so much damn attention to the music/drum standpoint. What is crazy is that these songs relate to my life alone, with friends, or with Super D. I love music, I have a severe craving for a variety in music and just to hear it makes me smile...especially when it reminds me of a certain someone ;). 
So that leaves me saying; you all are such incredible people, all different people, all the most amazing individuals I have met...you all kick serious ass...and I hope this crazy life I have...NEVER, EVER, ends. 
Take care.